Contemplating
I'm about ready to head off to Florida to live with the two best friends I have at this time in life. I'm very happy about that, and the opportunities I have. Over the past couple days, actually weeks, I've found myself unable to sleep because of how much I'm going to miss my family. This may not seem like much too some of you, but there's more that you need to consider. I'm 25 yrs. old.....I've always stuck by my family......I've always only had my bro, my sis, and my mom.......I don't consider being in one job all of your life as a success, I consider it a burden that is eventually undeniable......My family has been the only people I've ever counted on that was really there through thick and thin.......I've raised my family since I was less than six years old......they are the only people I truly love, cause they've earned it........and most importantly.........I hold no value on family or human beings......I hold value in people I can trust and depend on....those are the people I end up having a love for. I am more than just a little sad to leave them....and more than just a little stressed at assuming my role as what most of you would consider a "responsible human being". I'm depressed more than words can describe.....more than even my own words can describe. If you ever wanted an insight into me and how I think....this is the most basic and sincere insight you may ever get.