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hello!
mike slept over last night, the earliest anyone has ever left my house, hes gone now, 9.20... but that means i get to have a good ol crack at textiles pushing up my D... :)
im a bit fed up to be honest
i did like warren, not as much as mikey, but i did like him and he was sweet and funny.. but he wanted to sleep with all those other hot women in leeds and have pulling competitions so theres really no point even thinking about him, id just end up more hurt. so ive actually been sensible for once and told him to get stuffed
i just cant be bothered being all lonely and going on the pull (actually i lie i do like boys) but it just seems most people have someone already and im dead jealous...
i am looking forward to xmas, purely for the presents because im not too keen on my family
nye- SUBDUB!
charlottes shindig!woop!
and... getting some work done, alone time, films etc. seeing mates! :-)
my auntys in a mental hospital, its kind of frightening but also surreal. i asked her why she was in there and she said because shes off her head. her and my gran both need residental care, but my gran wont accept frances has learning disabilities and mental health problems, she thinks its results of a bad life and bad education in a special school, so frances has had this bizzare life when basically she needs to be told no and not jsut do what she wants. my mum got really down after seeing her but she was glad i came, made it easier.
its stupid because i live in my own little bubble, oh no a boy doesnt like me blah blah skin diease when infact i have an mint life, thanks to all my little friends... and like if james was out of it in a hospital and we had no money to put him in a home and my mum wouldnt let me and my husband was a cunt and my job was really demanding id probably sit and cry but my mum does it alreet.
mmmmmmm
but yeah my grans so little and veiny and weak looking ill be so sad when mums like that it'll be so depressing
but she'll probably hide it well by being drunk
cheeky!
x
mike slept over last night, the earliest anyone has ever left my house, hes gone now, 9.20... but that means i get to have a good ol crack at textiles pushing up my D... :)
im a bit fed up to be honest
i did like warren, not as much as mikey, but i did like him and he was sweet and funny.. but he wanted to sleep with all those other hot women in leeds and have pulling competitions so theres really no point even thinking about him, id just end up more hurt. so ive actually been sensible for once and told him to get stuffed
i just cant be bothered being all lonely and going on the pull (actually i lie i do like boys) but it just seems most people have someone already and im dead jealous...
i am looking forward to xmas, purely for the presents because im not too keen on my family
nye- SUBDUB!
charlottes shindig!woop!
and... getting some work done, alone time, films etc. seeing mates! :-)
my auntys in a mental hospital, its kind of frightening but also surreal. i asked her why she was in there and she said because shes off her head. her and my gran both need residental care, but my gran wont accept frances has learning disabilities and mental health problems, she thinks its results of a bad life and bad education in a special school, so frances has had this bizzare life when basically she needs to be told no and not jsut do what she wants. my mum got really down after seeing her but she was glad i came, made it easier.
its stupid because i live in my own little bubble, oh no a boy doesnt like me blah blah skin diease when infact i have an mint life, thanks to all my little friends... and like if james was out of it in a hospital and we had no money to put him in a home and my mum wouldnt let me and my husband was a cunt and my job was really demanding id probably sit and cry but my mum does it alreet.
mmmmmmm
but yeah my grans so little and veiny and weak looking ill be so sad when mums like that it'll be so depressing
but she'll probably hide it well by being drunk
cheeky!
x