Nov 25, 2004 14:14
yo, today is turkey day, one of my favorite times of tha year
guess who has to be the first to mess it up?
my dad.
he is utterly the most annoying, hypocritical bastard i have ever became acquainted with.
he loves to spoil everything for me.
this is the holidays.
shopping, loving, giving, taking, it's all there.
he doesn't the spirit in anything.
he tries to be aggressive only to prove that he is a good father.
but he will always be my daddy. that's it. i haven't had a father in 16 years.
he doesn't need to prove anything to me because i already know.
now, i have to savage what i have left of this wonderful holiday to eat and shop
without him buggin me.
i wonder where i am going shopping this year.
WAL*MART has always been like DisneyLand to me. it holds the key for everything you desire. especially since i really want DVDS this year. movies, clothes, music.
GOD, i start to think about it and i get anxious.
my problems with my dad then seem small.
T-day starts at exactly 5:00.
i am waiting for 5:00 tomorrow morning.
that is when the fun truly begans.
peace, love, and life, ppl