i havent updated this thing in a while.....

[jojoformojo]

its been a long time since ive been able to get anywhere near a computer..but to fill everyone in on whats happening in my life here is goes...me and amanda have gotten back together and then shortly after broken up about 3 times and currently she is suffering from a broken heart and shes feeling like she owes me the world. however she owes me nothing....i guess things didnt work out how she wanted with her ex boyfriend so i am trying to be as supportive as possible while she gets over the initial shock...she asked if i would take her back but considering our past relations im not sure if i want to go down that road again but i still love her and have emense feelings for her..i dont want to rush into things but id like to try and "date" her again to see if she still loves me how she says she does....

i guess im just tired of being the back up boyfriend..and it seems she only wants me when it suits her...

im gunna go to band rehersal...peace