hey people
well umm lets start this off heres the stupid question *WHO REALLY DID LET THE DOGGS OUT????* well there ya go have fun ok ok ok back to my stupid life well nothing really happened since the last time except for marching band and im having alot of fun with that i mean i could do better without the cramps but its still fun and umm well i started liking this guy named sean he plays the bari and he is sooooooooooo friggin hot and buff like no other i mean its kinda scary but thats what turns me on about him i know it sounds weird me getting turned on by a guy that scares me but it happened and now hes kinda not talking to me i guess he found out so ummmm i guess i kinda have to stop liking him i dont want to but i have to because why like a guy that doesnt pay attention to me anywayz well i guess i should never like a guy ever in my life again because no one will ever like me i mean i tell everyone that i dont want or need a boyfriend but i do and it seems like NO boys except for the ones that im not attracted to like me i mean my mom alwayz says im pretty but obviously im NOT because i cant get a friggin boyfriend i mean i cant even get a little interest from any guy that i like so i guess ill be single for the rest of my sad miserable pathetic not worth living just takes up space little life