I just dont know how to feel.
I have a great job (even though the hours are killing me, and its hard, but atleast im working for my money.) I have an ok boyfriend.... I like Kevin, but I dont know how long it will last, we havent been together long enough for me to walk to the ends of the earth or anythin yet. He hasnt don anything wrong yet but whatever.
Im back to spending a lot of time in the hospital again. I have found out that I have an ovarin cyst on my left ovary that is the size of a golf ball. I also have three small ones on my right one. I found out when I went to the er last week. I was having a weird pain in my right side. (that isnt caused by my cyst.docters cant figure out where it is coming from.) I am going to get my ovares checked on tuesday to find out what can do about them. the er doc,said that I am at a high risk of losing my left ovary. Only because of the size of it. Im scared. Im not going to act like im not. that would be stupid. Im scared shit less. I know last of women get them, but the fact that this one is so large, and maybe having to lose one baby maker, is a big deal. I dont know what im going to do. I act like its ok when Im around people, but Ive been crying about every time im alone. I just wish my body would stop falling apart. Im tired of hurting all the time.
Im back to spending a lot of time in the hospital again. I have found out that I have an ovarin cyst on my left ovary that is the size of a golf ball. I also have three small ones on my right one. I found out when I went to the er last week. I was having a weird pain in my right side. (that isnt caused by my cyst.docters cant figure out where it is coming from.) I am going to get my ovares checked on tuesday to find out what can do about them. the er doc,said that I am at a high risk of losing my left ovary. Only because of the size of it. Im scared. Im not going to act like im not. that would be stupid. Im scared shit less. I know last of women get them, but the fact that this one is so large, and maybe having to lose one baby maker, is a big deal. I dont know what im going to do. I act like its ok when Im around people, but Ive been crying about every time im alone. I just wish my body would stop falling apart. Im tired of hurting all the time.