about my love....
"I would die for you
I´ve been dying just to feel you by my side
To know that you´re mine"
Im so fucking lonely. I miss Mike so fucking much. I hate being away from him. Im not going to be able to see him untill the 24th now because he got in trouble and is being held back 2 weeks. The dumbass. I cried when Bridget (his sister) Told me that. My first thought was I have to go longer with out seeing him. I missed his fucking phone call this morning. I heard my cell ring but I ignored it. I didnt think he would call me that early in the moring. I was so mad at my self for that. Since now that he got in trouble he wont be able to use the phone I bet. I have never missed and loved someone like this before. I miss him so much it physically hurts. I cant sleep. When I sleep I dream of him, it wakes me up and I end up crying myself back to sleep. I have a hard time eating. This sucks. I hated having to go thru that surgery by myself. I wanted him there so badly. Ive cried myself to sleep every night since he has been gone. I cry so hard I cant breath sometimes. It scares me that I can care for some one that I havent been with for that long. What am I saying? We will have been together 9 months come the 12th. Thats a long time to put up with Mike. lol. Just kidding, thats a long time to put up with me. God I miss him so much. I feel so lost. Ive been a wreck since he has been gone. I hate it so much. I just want him to come home. I hate crying. Its going to be so hard to say goodbye to him again when I see him in two weeks. Atleast when he is in CB school he will have his cell phone and be able to talk more. He will also have his computer and the internet so thats good. I love him so fucking much. I just want him to come home. I want to spend the rest of my life with him.
"I would die for you
I would kill for you
I will steal for you
I´d do time for you
I would wait for you
I´d make room for you
I´d sail ships for you
To be close to you
To be a part of you
´Cause I believe in you
I believe in you
I would die for you"
[Because I love you]