Supposed freinds

[jojo03]

Ya know when you know somebody all your and thier lives you would think that they would never do anything to hurt you or to put distrust between you and them but then you wake up and you relize that they are just like the resty of the lieing thieving assholes in the world and just because they are supposed to be your freind or even your family

Comments

[jojo03]

it is not that you are doing things for yourdelf first now you have always put you before anyone it is that you have been lying to us and other people belive me i understand that you want to do for yourself first but when you lye and tell people that you are being treated like shit out here you and i know that is bullshit you were arguing more with people than anyone was with you you decided you wanted the freedom to run with tasha up to auburn and not have the feeling that you were doing wrong which if you like keeping company with people who have stabed you and your family in the back instead of people who have always had your back then have fun but dont think for one second that i am going to tell you i think that its cool and i know my opion dont count considering youi basically did the same thing as tasha and told me i was not your family thats fine susan you have the ability to just open your eyes in the moring and not worry about where you and your children are going to be and what is going to happen next cause you unlike me have plenty of family to depend on i dont have biological family i have only those whom choose to except me and i am not going to sit around and beg for there approval i am tired of not living because i am worried that the few people i can depend on will walk away when honestly if you or anyone else truely cared you would except me for me, i am tired of the medication roller coaster feeling like if i dont have it i wont be good enough honestly i wish i could just get off of it all this last 6 months have done hell on me and things are srilling to an end and hopefully i can hold on!

[lilteardrop]

well im not really running with them, the only reason i even went to tasha's the other day was because when i left steve's house the busses werent running yet, so i didnt have much choice, because steve had to go to work at 4:30 am and i had to go somewhere until the busses started, then val showed up and i asked if she was coming down here, she said yes so i caught a ride, then yes i went to see tanya i wanted to know what was going on with our goddaughters.