zeroes and ones...
So it's been such a long time since I've written here..and really the only reason I even looked at this stupid thing was because of Kelly..
So let me give you the synopsis of the last few years of my life..
I broke up with Sean after I realized I needed to be free and without the day to day phsycho bullshit...had another shitty girlfriend after that..but she was just a rebound anyway. Met the love of my life, Kelly..got evicted from my apartment, lived with some crazy lesbians, moved in to a nice apartment with Kelly in Blackwood, lost my job at the hospital, worked in a crappy call center, got the job i have now and got promoted to Lead Technician. *takes a breath*
I've realized how disconnected and numb i've felt lately and I feel like i'm running on empty sometimes..like i'm grasping in the dark for purpose, only i'm finding none at the moment. I don't show Kelly that i love her nearly enough. And though I highly doubt i could ever articulate exactly what i feel for her, I need for her to know that my passion for her still burns as bright as ever. She is my sole driving force and she alone is my motivation and strength. She is my world and my foundation. Without her i'm sure i'd crumble. It's been so refreshing to date someone who is driven by pure intentions and love...I've never been so sure of a love so deep and true. I look into her eyes, and thus look into my soul reflected through the peaceful emerald sea...I grab for her hand and suddenly i'm taken home to that place of solace. Her kiss calms my storms...silences the raging seas...
I'm lucky..and she should know that i've always been filled with boundless love and affection for her..
So let me give you the synopsis of the last few years of my life..
I broke up with Sean after I realized I needed to be free and without the day to day phsycho bullshit...had another shitty girlfriend after that..but she was just a rebound anyway. Met the love of my life, Kelly..got evicted from my apartment, lived with some crazy lesbians, moved in to a nice apartment with Kelly in Blackwood, lost my job at the hospital, worked in a crappy call center, got the job i have now and got promoted to Lead Technician. *takes a breath*
I've realized how disconnected and numb i've felt lately and I feel like i'm running on empty sometimes..like i'm grasping in the dark for purpose, only i'm finding none at the moment. I don't show Kelly that i love her nearly enough. And though I highly doubt i could ever articulate exactly what i feel for her, I need for her to know that my passion for her still burns as bright as ever. She is my sole driving force and she alone is my motivation and strength. She is my world and my foundation. Without her i'm sure i'd crumble. It's been so refreshing to date someone who is driven by pure intentions and love...I've never been so sure of a love so deep and true. I look into her eyes, and thus look into my soul reflected through the peaceful emerald sea...I grab for her hand and suddenly i'm taken home to that place of solace. Her kiss calms my storms...silences the raging seas...
I'm lucky..and she should know that i've always been filled with boundless love and affection for her..