Aug 11, 2003 21:36
one crazy cast party, parents threatening to kick me out of the house(seriously), moving, painting, jones'ing from lack of thc in blood stream, social withdrawal, god this week is starting to suck, smoking more cigarettes, feeling alienated by some of the people i love most.
im starting to lose it. im going to have to play some video games to relax. then i will have to quit the addictive form of entertainment and start reading school books. then i will have school and hopefully be ready for it. im fat and need to loose about 20 lbs. i gained so much weight in mississippi. its sickening. ill never be ready for school.
im poor and cant afford new clothes...i guess ill have to stick to the old ones. damn old clothes suck balls.