fuck this
kegger tonight. will be a blast. but i really hate the situations i get myself into.
and i cant help thinking every relationship that i have just will be short of one thing. and that one thing is a certain person. and i will probably never even work up the nerve to ask her out. and thats only a little sad. its like that ani song: "so fuck you, and your untouchable face". yeah, just like that.
last night i left my house at around 1. not only did i leave my house at 1, but i left on my bike. as i was getting out of my neighborhood, my back tire fishtailed out on the slick pavement. i have battle scars now. i get back on the bike and ride all the way to strathmore, all to get drunk. and i had the first passout of my life, which is actually a worthwhile experience. i apparently passed out on top of brian, and he thought i was kidding. but he realized i wasn't and put a blanket on me. i woke up at around 1 with my shoes on thinking i had just zoned out for a little drunken shut eye. but i saw the sun, and remedied that.
right now im watching donnie darko for the third time in three days. what a grand movie.
and i cant help thinking every relationship that i have just will be short of one thing. and that one thing is a certain person. and i will probably never even work up the nerve to ask her out. and thats only a little sad. its like that ani song: "so fuck you, and your untouchable face". yeah, just like that.
last night i left my house at around 1. not only did i leave my house at 1, but i left on my bike. as i was getting out of my neighborhood, my back tire fishtailed out on the slick pavement. i have battle scars now. i get back on the bike and ride all the way to strathmore, all to get drunk. and i had the first passout of my life, which is actually a worthwhile experience. i apparently passed out on top of brian, and he thought i was kidding. but he realized i wasn't and put a blanket on me. i woke up at around 1 with my shoes on thinking i had just zoned out for a little drunken shut eye. but i saw the sun, and remedied that.
right now im watching donnie darko for the third time in three days. what a grand movie.