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sometimes i do forget that there are some people out there that actually care about me. they actually are interested if something bad happens and they are glad when i am happy, that feels nice sometimes
it's also way suprising how much my mom trusts me now. i think i've gained all her trust back from that period when i was running ramped and getting in trouble or getting grounded every weekend. she totally trusts me, shes wants me around now and she cares about my well-being. last night we sat infront of the tv, watched lifetime, ate ice cream and talked about girl things... thats way neat.
it gets me very excited when school friends want to talk to me or hang out, it's good to have again. i went way too long without contact with them.
even in spite of my friends and family, i have no problem with alex being the holder of all my attention.