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2012 has been a very interesting year for me, to say the least. I hit an extreme low point in my life that I was not sure if I could bounce back from. I was working a job where I was under appreciated, going nowhere. My cat that I have had for 16 years, Yoda- who has been with me during all the good and bad, all the moves, put to sleep. I found out just how evil people can be for their own devices and amusement. The living environment that I have been in since May has not been healthy mentally, emotionally- and taking a toll on me physically.
But in true form, I can compare my life to the phoenix- rising from the ashes.
In Greek mythology, a phoenix or phenix (Ancient Greek φοίνιξ phóinīx) is a long-lived bird that is cyclically regenerated or reborn. Associated with the sun, a phoenix obtains new life by arising from the ashes of its predecessor.
This Saturday, when I move, will close a very important chapter in my life. One I will learn and grow from- but will also move on from. I will still believe the good in people, despite the actions of some who could have destroyed that.
From the bad, good blossomed from the ashes.
I now have a great, stable job that is going to be challenging. But I will also be able to move in the company rather than stagnate.
I have been very lucky to meet and hook up with some new friends as well as old who are loving and supportive, which is amazing especially at my age.
I have discovered I am a strong person despite what has been thrown at me. I am proud of who I am.
I have always known I have a great family- but they really showed it to me this last year.
And on Saturday, I move to a new place with new positive energy that is QUIET. With this new place, I close the door.
I am thankful.