Dec 02, 2004 18:09
I WANT MY FRIENDS BACK! its like all of them are fucking brainwashed. i dont get it. I wish they could see themselves. They look like robots. I cant even sit at the lunch table anymore. I hate being there. Nobody talks to me. Its so frustrating sitting there. Who wants to sit down and we ignored by all of your "friends". I no i dont. Everyone has changed. i wish it was like last year. I loved last year. I had so much fun last year. I loved my friends last year. This whole thing is ridiculous and i am so sick and tired of it.
Why does everyone care so much about what everyone thinks? i dont get it and i never will. It just makes no sense to me. Why should anyone care. it only matters what you care. AND THATS IT!!!!!!!!!
Chorus was fun. Carissa and Sarah make me laugh. They put a smile on my face. And they bugged my ears a lot. All we wanted to do was sit. was that too much to ask? haha i love you girls. Carissa just to let you no, i talked to brent and he is giving us a joint lesson lol. well i will update later. PEACE!