Jan 24, 2005 19:30
life just totally sucks. its like nothing is ever right and i am never happy. everything is just going downhill. everyone that i have ever been close with, is now gone. I have no1 to talk to anymore when i have problems. This all totally sucks. Friendships are gone that i thought would last forever. I dont want them to end but it seems like i have no control over this stuff anymore. What am i supposed to do when someone doesnt want to be my friend anymore? i guess nothing. im trying in school but it just seems like nothing is working. before i felt like i was being held to a standard that i could not live up to... now i feel like no1 even believes that i can do anything at all and it all just totally sucks!
i thought i was happy for about a day, and i thought it was going to last, but i guess i was wrong. I seem to be wrong a lot lately.
i guess on a better note... i think i totally ased my history quiz ( thanks buono for helping me study ).... im looking foward to saturday night! me, you, and mellie... its a date!