Feb 22, 2006 21:49
On the way back from the therapist today, a cute guy sat next to me. I know he was cute, he accidentally put his hand and leg on me since he was sitting next to me...and I only noticed analytically. I would normally have at least said Hi or something...but nothing.
It was like I knew he was cute...so was another guy earlier tonight, when I walked by myself to the local market. But, I just had no interest. I've had no interest since the trauma last month.
I don't know if I ever will, feel like that again...I tried to, with a bit of booze at FC, but that didn't even help.
I just dunno anymore.