What's happening?

Oct 28, 2004 22:11

Hey everyone, i know i haven't updated in a long time but oh well. I really don't have too much to write about, it's kind of the same thing every day. Wake up feeling like mega crap. Sleep on the way to school. Boring school day. Go home. So far i've actually kept my little plan thingy so far. Before i wrote that journal about running and stuff, i had already been doing it for a couple of weeks. So far i've lost 10 pounds and my pants dont fit me. Hello belts. I guess thats really the only good news thats been going on lately. Right now i feel like i'm just drifting through life without any real purpose or goal. I have to take it day by day, and there's nothing really to look forward to. AND NO IM NOT BEING EMO god i hate it when i say something thats going on in my life everyone takes it as emo. If i was, i'd be crying about it or saying that i dont deserve to live or something like that. I don't. Life is just really really boring right now, i might as well take the time i have right now to see if i can achieve complete in-fitness. That would be cool if i could get a six pack. But i'd have to keep this up for another 2 months or so. We'll see how it goes. i ran 3 miles today, it was kinda hot. I saw Matt Teachworth today, he ran 4 miles. Damnit. This girl seems to be interested in a guy who i am really iffy about, because of his reputation and the stuff he does and all. I don't have a problem with him at all, in fact he's pretty funny and he's really cool. I just don't want to see her get hurt or used, even though he may not even do that. Just be careful. This journal sucks, it's got nothing entertaining in it. The next one will be better in it i promise. I have plans :) This weekend is halloween woot. no idea what im doing lol.

G'nite all
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