Needs more angst
Rhett - "Dude, your journal needs more angst." I've just realized something. Most of you who are reading this know me well enough, and for those of you who don't, i'm not usually a depressed and pessimistic type of person. So i've decided that i'm not going to make this journal all about the "o god i'm so sad i want to kill myself" type of journal. Instead, i'm just going to straight up tell you how i feel right now while attempting to make it fun to read and making you say "Hmm....interesting.." I don't want this to be a sad type of journal cuz i mean come on, who really wants to feel like shit all of the time? Better yet, who really does? There's always that high point in your day that almost makes it all worthwhile for all of the bullshit you've been put through, and if on somedays it doesn't find you, you have to go find it. Personally, i really don't want to make this a sad thing to receive a bunch of "Oh, i'm sorry"s and "Don't worry, it'll be ok we love you"(pobrecita :)) to temporarily boost my self esteem so that i can feel good about myself for the while i'm reading it. Hell, i'll just go call the person i want to talk to if i'm not feeling right or i'm a little down. Now, i'm not against saying all kinds of stuff in your journal(god knows i have) because some shit you just need to write down or that just be the way you choose to show it, but just don't let it be the only way. Hell, if i'm sad and down i'll let you know don't worry. Talk to people. Face to face. Phone if you can't. Watch Office Space, it's funny. So shiiiiiiiit thats all i have to say for now i think. If i think of some more stuff i'll let you know. Prepare to be utterly amazed and shocked at the greatness next time i post a journal, for it will be unlike anything you have ever seen. Psh. Here's my prediction for my next journal: i'm going to be very pissed off and upset. When will it be posted? Most likely this saturday.
ADIOS AMIGOS!
ADIOS AMIGOS!