mary beth beat me to it. therapy, baby. you can't leave a group for weeks and then come back and expect everything to be hunky dory again. work at it, ok? let people know that you're thinking of them. that you miss them. take some blame. be a man about it and apologize. and don't say "i'm sorry for whatever i did even though i didn't know i did it." say "i'm sorry for hurting you." and genuinely mean it. if it's not genuine, don't say it. don't give up. you've come so far... don't stop here. not now. it's important to do what's best for yourself but you really really reeealllly have to keep other people in mind, too. don't inconvenience anyone for your happiness. don't sacrifice others' happiness for your own. and don't rely on being with me to be happy. maybe that's why we need this break.. you know? i love you to death and am always here for you but i can't be all you have. look around you and remember the good times. like yesterday. all your adventures. have more adventures. be confident in yourself even when you think the world's against you. that's something i had to tell myself the other day, when i thought even mb was hating on me. if you don't have yourself, well who the fuck do you have?! stop focusing on the bad. concentrate on the good and fucking DO SOMETHING about the bad. shit man, get a hobby. practice what you preach. blah blah blah. get over yourself. confidence is everything. vanity is not. i love you. cheer up buttercup.
erica! wonderful. we so don't know each others' stories. when john's with me he makes me feel like i'm all he has. that's not my fault. i never wanted to break ya'll's friendship up and i'm really glad that you and he haven't fallen out completely. he needs you a lot right now. and i'm glad you're being there for him. but you know, i'm here for him too. and so are other people. you're not the only one who cares for him, ok? plz don't h8. heh.
you can't leave a group for weeks and then come back and expect everything to be hunky dory again. work at it, ok? let people know that you're thinking of them. that you miss them. take some blame. be a man about it and apologize. and don't say "i'm sorry for whatever i did even though i didn't know i did it." say "i'm sorry for hurting you." and genuinely mean it. if it's not genuine, don't say it. don't give up. you've come so far... don't stop here. not now. it's important to do what's best for yourself but you really really reeealllly have to keep other people in mind, too. don't inconvenience anyone for your happiness. don't sacrifice others' happiness for your own. and don't rely on being with me to be happy. maybe that's why we need this break.. you know? i love you to death and am always here for you but i can't be all you have. look around you and remember the good times. like yesterday. all your adventures. have more adventures. be confident in yourself even when you think the world's against you. that's something i had to tell myself the other day, when i thought even mb was hating on me. if you don't have yourself, well who the fuck do you have?! stop focusing on the bad. concentrate on the good and fucking DO SOMETHING about the bad. shit man, get a hobby. practice what you preach. blah blah blah. get over yourself. confidence is everything. vanity is not. i love you. cheer up buttercup.
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