Some one give me some ADVICE b4 i do something STUPID!!!!

[johnsexijackass]

Hey i kno im never on anymore but i just need to talk. At this point on this day i have so many emotions running through me, i dont kno what to do or think. I stayed the night with my girl Marie last night. We've been going out for a good year give or take a few days. She's been acting wiered for a few weeks now; when i call she puts me on the phone with her friend Ronni, and even though shes nice to talk to i called for my girlfriend. Or she will have an excuse to get off the phone with me. And if I want to come over she's always too busy. Well last night she wanted me to come over and since my car broke down, i would be forced to walk. She begged for me to walk so i did. Try walking three hours, in the middle of the night, 40 miles. Well i got there at about three. after a few minuets of chatting we went to sleep. Then today turned to hell. When we first got up everything was fine. Then she just turned into a bitch. she didnt want me around her or anything then she lied and said her dad was on the way home and i had to go. noone had called the phone all day and her dad got off work at 5 and its only 1 at this time. then i was picking up my things to leave and i find a note on my jacket. she saw me pick it up and smacked the piss out of me!!!well that got me pissed. she turned her head and i picked it up as i walked out the door. here is a portion of it:

my parents are going some where so i can sneek down there. hey call me when u get home.have u talked to dusten yet? i told him u loved him, but still no answer.he said hive him 2 weeks.
u love dustin stile
aaron
ps ill try to get u hooked up

dated from a few days ago (on my birthday)

im pissed,m confused, sad, angry, drunk and buzzed.

if i find out who this is i swear ill kill em. i love this girl way to much for this shit......well i need a smoke and amother pint later