NEWSFLASH!
After much deliberation i've decided that if all goes well and all is right and i have the money and the relationship is still good that i will propose to Jodie at the stroke of midnight. Im not sure whether that means i'll have proposed on new years eve or new years day but it doesn't matter, the key thing is the proposal lol.
It's been a fast summer, i've done so much and seen alot of things. Done stuff i never thought i would and had alot of fun with my life. All mainly thanks to her. I know it all seems too much too soon but things really are going so well and right now i couldn't imagine myself with anyone else. The people i used to have crushes on have either faded away or become real good friends.
Im still not sure where my life is headed right now. I just want it to be new again, new with her by my side that is. I don't want to change, i don't want Jodie to change..........Well she could stop being so much of a messy shite for a while but that aside i want the 2 of us to do SOMETHING, just something new. Maybe even something old like give it all up and just hop from country to country picking up cheap accomodation and jobs. Staying in one place for a few months then moving on. The old dreams are the best ones but new ones have their charm too. Im still at a loss as to where my future lies but i know wherever i go it will be with her by my side. I've come to a crossroads. Do i go into a seure environment that's comfy and assures my future or do i risk it all in the name of living?
It's been a fast summer, i've done so much and seen alot of things. Done stuff i never thought i would and had alot of fun with my life. All mainly thanks to her. I know it all seems too much too soon but things really are going so well and right now i couldn't imagine myself with anyone else. The people i used to have crushes on have either faded away or become real good friends.
Im still not sure where my life is headed right now. I just want it to be new again, new with her by my side that is. I don't want to change, i don't want Jodie to change..........Well she could stop being so much of a messy shite for a while but that aside i want the 2 of us to do SOMETHING, just something new. Maybe even something old like give it all up and just hop from country to country picking up cheap accomodation and jobs. Staying in one place for a few months then moving on. The old dreams are the best ones but new ones have their charm too. Im still at a loss as to where my future lies but i know wherever i go it will be with her by my side. I've come to a crossroads. Do i go into a seure environment that's comfy and assures my future or do i risk it all in the name of living?