Jun 16, 2005 01:03
damn its been a long time. i just never have the time anymore and when i do, id rather be doing something else or forget about updating. but anyways how is everyones life treating them. good i hope. mine is going qutie well i think. im happy with my boyfriend. he is such a good guy and we are really happy together. it sucks huge ass balls that i cant see him more. he lives four hours away in some town that i cant member the name (its next to waco) and he is in the army so he has to work all weekdays =/ well i am at my dads house in north carolina as you know from kristinas entry. its kinda boring most of the time but i do enjoy it also. my little sister and brother (anna-6 and karl-8) can be such bitches when thier parents aren't looking and i wanna slap the shit outta them sometimes. don't get me wrong occationally they are sweet and nice to be around but we do get into it alot. and they when the parents are around its like we are the perfect little family. i hate it how its so fake. we never fight or do crazy things. its like some old black and white movie or something. i have heart burn so freakin bad right now. we went to this kick ass italian resturant and my chicken parmasian (spelled like an anglo) is not agreeing with me. well i have become really good friends with dasha. she was the new russian girl that came mid april. anyways she is sooo cool and i love her to death. she is a great friend to. she came with my mom and little sister to take us to the airport and watch us leave. i might be weird but that meant a lot to me. well i come home on the 30th which is a thurday. the next night i will see mason!! =))) i miss him. more than you know. tis weird but i cant imagine us ever breaking up which means i can see myself with him for a while. i know mole what your thinking but im serious. im being carefull, protecting my heart, but hes a wonderful guy. he loves me so much. this friday we are going to bush gardens. ive never been there but i herd its really cool. its like a huge theme park it think. the next day we are going to water country. lol well the name explains itself. well i am looking foward to it. i hope to have fun and spend quality time with my family. wish me luck. well i hope everyone is happy and having an awesome summer. anything your doing is better than fucking school. well i \m sorry i havent updated in a while. if you are looking for a wonderfull layout or something cool then you went down the wrong path!!! turn back now. ive never even changed my icon. i suck ass in the world of live journalism. well love all you guys. and i miss you deeply.