im so serious. if your gunna be negative don't bother reading it.
i have been thinking. ever since new years eve (at josh's church) i really wanna be a better christian and closer with god. ive been reading some of the stuff i've said and i curse and talk "bad" alot. and thats not good. if go to youth group when i can and learn as much as i can and ive lerned that when people are mean, curse, talk perverted, and do ba things the devil is making you. when you do those things its kinda like the devil is inside you, controlling you. that disturbes me. i am going to try and stop talking so bad and doing bad things. in almost all my comments i was gunna curse or say something but then i had to stop myself. i wanted to go this weekend and possibly get drunk (which i've never done) for mardi gras and i am so glad i didn't. i have been curious and wanted to try weed but i haven't and i thank god for keeping me strong. well i am going to be the best i can be. i am going to be more thankfull for the things i have and my life. i know if i really try ill be able to do it. god will help me. im not saying anyone should change thier ways or listen to me. im just trying to share how i feel. maybe take a second and think about what im trying to say. maybe not...whatever you feel like doing. thanks for listening. love yall!!