lack of ambition....
I don't know what it is, but I don't seem to have much ambition recently. It's like I go to things, I do it, but then there isn't any spark. There isn't any hoo-aahhh with that I do. Wierd. I don't know what it is or what's causing it.
I have realized this semester that people don't seem to want to be friendly or meet people. Like in class, Jacob and I will be hangin out and talking and having a good time but others don't seem to want to talk. They sit there like they are being tortured or don't want to do anything. I have tried many times to talk to people in classes and I must say there has been one person that has actually been nice and talks on a regular basis. Not that I am out to look for a piece or just look for some hot chik, I am talking about friends. I like meeting people. I'll admit it. I enjoy new people. New things. New topics. Something new is a good thing to me. I just like it. But it seems like others out there don't care to want to make friends. It seems like beating my head against a wall. Other that that, we lost our final game of the season to Beta Theta Pi tonight. The season for vball is finally over. No more losing. Now on to football and the rest of soccer and some floor hockey. I hope these prove to be a good time because I have heard good things from each.
The knee is doing well. I have been resting it as much as I can and it is getting stronger each day. I still feel it in the back of my leg a lot but it isn't keeping me from sports. I wrap it up and I do what I can.
This weekend is going to be tough. I have yet to decide on what to do. I am debating on going to NPR this weekend, home to Ft. Myers, FSU, Tampa to USF, stay here, or what. I am confused. I would like to see the family again and hang out. I would like to see FSU at some point. I would like to party in Tampa with the gang. I would like to chill here. I would like to do each but idk what would be best to do. Anyways, I'm starving. Later.
I have realized this semester that people don't seem to want to be friendly or meet people. Like in class, Jacob and I will be hangin out and talking and having a good time but others don't seem to want to talk. They sit there like they are being tortured or don't want to do anything. I have tried many times to talk to people in classes and I must say there has been one person that has actually been nice and talks on a regular basis. Not that I am out to look for a piece or just look for some hot chik, I am talking about friends. I like meeting people. I'll admit it. I enjoy new people. New things. New topics. Something new is a good thing to me. I just like it. But it seems like others out there don't care to want to make friends. It seems like beating my head against a wall. Other that that, we lost our final game of the season to Beta Theta Pi tonight. The season for vball is finally over. No more losing. Now on to football and the rest of soccer and some floor hockey. I hope these prove to be a good time because I have heard good things from each.
The knee is doing well. I have been resting it as much as I can and it is getting stronger each day. I still feel it in the back of my leg a lot but it isn't keeping me from sports. I wrap it up and I do what I can.
This weekend is going to be tough. I have yet to decide on what to do. I am debating on going to NPR this weekend, home to Ft. Myers, FSU, Tampa to USF, stay here, or what. I am confused. I would like to see the family again and hang out. I would like to see FSU at some point. I would like to party in Tampa with the gang. I would like to chill here. I would like to do each but idk what would be best to do. Anyways, I'm starving. Later.