...and I'm not even drunk...
Occassionally I feel like I serve no real purpose to the human race. Being out of school right now makes me feel half useless....like I'm not doing anything to make anything better. It's weird. It's like I just wake up in the morning, go to my dumb job, and then come home and do nothing to better the world. I wish I knew what my purpose for being here was. It would make things more worthwhile I think. Like, if I find out in the end that the reason I was here was to be a wall flower, I'm gonna be disappointed.
People say things like "You have to go out there and get what you want". Naturally that's easier said than done. I think that anymore there are too many people to just go out and take what you want. Plus, you'd probably just get busted for stealing. Why go through that headache?
I dunno. It must just be one of those things. The world needs worker bees. There are tons of worker bees. I'm not saying I want to take over the world, but I would like to know why I ended up here.
I think maybe that people only wonder why they're here when they believe in fate. Fate is something I don't put a whole lot of stock in. I mean, I guess it could be a real thing, but it's probably a lot closer to coincidence than an actual planned event that you didn't know was going to happen. I still think I'm gonna run into a chick at the grocery store or something weird like that and then say fate brought me to this store to bump into my soul mate. Oh yea....that whole soul mate thing is funny to me too. When I think soul mate, I think about someone who is in an entirely different place than I am. Like, if I hadn't moved away from Akron, I don't think I would have ever found my soul mate there. Why? Because I didn't get to try out other places first. So far my soul mate isn't in Akron and isn't in Columbus either. I thought I found her a while back, but I was wrong.
So anyways, that's my two cents on that stuff....for what it's worth.
People say things like "You have to go out there and get what you want". Naturally that's easier said than done. I think that anymore there are too many people to just go out and take what you want. Plus, you'd probably just get busted for stealing. Why go through that headache?
I dunno. It must just be one of those things. The world needs worker bees. There are tons of worker bees. I'm not saying I want to take over the world, but I would like to know why I ended up here.
I think maybe that people only wonder why they're here when they believe in fate. Fate is something I don't put a whole lot of stock in. I mean, I guess it could be a real thing, but it's probably a lot closer to coincidence than an actual planned event that you didn't know was going to happen. I still think I'm gonna run into a chick at the grocery store or something weird like that and then say fate brought me to this store to bump into my soul mate. Oh yea....that whole soul mate thing is funny to me too. When I think soul mate, I think about someone who is in an entirely different place than I am. Like, if I hadn't moved away from Akron, I don't think I would have ever found my soul mate there. Why? Because I didn't get to try out other places first. So far my soul mate isn't in Akron and isn't in Columbus either. I thought I found her a while back, but I was wrong.
So anyways, that's my two cents on that stuff....for what it's worth.