Depression Trip in 5,4,3,2,1.........
man this sucks major dick....every fucking weekend I'M STUCK AT HOME WITH NOTHING TO DO....what the fuck!? every fuckin weekend it's the same...i wake up and watch saturday morning cartoons, do laundry, and eat lamb for dinner...i am so sick of it.....there really is nothing to do at all...and it's been like that for months....MONTHS!!!!!in my whole 18 years i have never gone to one cool party...i'm 18 and in college for christ sakes!!!!!! and the only "parties" that i've been to are family related, where i can't drink, or smoke or anything....for once i wish that i could see some wild shit i mean really....i want to see girls making out, i want to drink out of a beer bong, i want to smoke the best bud possible....but yet i'm always stuck at home....next thing you know i'm gonna turn into my mom...she never goes anywhere.....she just goes 2 work, and comes home...that's turning into me and i hate it...i'm in my fucking youth and i want to live it up, yet i'm stuck in my basement trying this into my livejournal.........blah...i should just take a nap.....