Jul 13, 2007 22:44
its been forever since this existed in my mind. i wonder if anyone still uses this as opposed to myspace. i hope so. as much as everyone else says im sick of myspace. another fad going to hell anyways. good for bands though i guess. but i dont have one. i was thinking of writing some uke songs and recording them and sharing. maybe i will. i got dwi's and dui's and posessions and a stupid brakelight. fuck it. that piece of shit light fucked me up. i guesss its my fault anyways. it was stupid to drive how fucked up i was.
back to square 1
my eyes play tricks when i look at the black keys. trippy.
i think....im sure i need some medications for my mind. or something. nah. meds are no good for you anyways. look at me saying that. mr. abuser of pills.. jesus christ.
futurama comes on in 4. should i go? ......
fuck. im so depressed.
at least i made a new friend. he works/lives at the guitar shop. we jam often. its fun. cool guy.
im manager at arbys. big accomplishment since high school. i did have intentions of going to college. moving out to canandaigua to go to flcc. i was going to manage the canandaigua arbys and do part time at school. but now im so far in debt with fines out the ass that im stuck at my parents house even longer. i hate being stuck in bath/hammondsport all my life. i want out. i dont want to live in their basement talking to myself about what could've been. i have a life to live and i cant live it if im stuck here. im gonna go suck on some exaust