all the details, ya feel it in yer entrails
No more being cryptic. an honest-to-god update.
Within the last two weeks, i've left Clackamas and am now sheep in the big city.
Classes have started, and they're alright. i've decided that walking to work in the rain will be an issue, however, and i'll just have to start changing when i get there.
My roommate is a doll. She and i get along fine and we go out and do things all the time, which is great. we've had bird lady adventures, amongst others. so never a dull moment.
This morning i nursed a stomach ache like none other with Naked Superfood Green Machine and ritz crackers.
I am enjoying being on my own, per se.
I feel like since high school ended, i have been able to get rid of everyone and everything that i was only keeping around to be cordial.
i have a whole wave of new people in my life, and i'm sort of exactly where i want to be, as far as opportunities go.
I have a big city for myself now and i'm not feeling so oppressed and i'm limiting my carbon footprint and i'm not scared right now.
i made some friends.
oddballs, surprised?
But i still have a few select people from high school who i have to keep around because i love them.
but isn't it funny, it only really includes 3 people.
being kika, meghan and emily.
Things are strange.
I find myself acting like a child, which i think can be fair considering i spent the last year uptight and too serious for my own good.
i get upset too easily, so now when i decide to jump on someone's bed and wear Shark Mittens, i just feel like things are too much fun to just sit around and pout all the time.
i feel the need to be constantly stimulated, because i holed myself up in my room for the last year just hating everything and everyone.
i'm falling in love all over again, and i dont think he understands that.
he shrugs it off because its all the same to him.
but here i am, jumping on this bed.
trying to confess my undying love
just let go of it all
everything will happen, everything will settle into place.
everything.
i fucking LOVE you.
i wanna shake yer shaky hands.
Within the last two weeks, i've left Clackamas and am now sheep in the big city.
Classes have started, and they're alright. i've decided that walking to work in the rain will be an issue, however, and i'll just have to start changing when i get there.
My roommate is a doll. She and i get along fine and we go out and do things all the time, which is great. we've had bird lady adventures, amongst others. so never a dull moment.
This morning i nursed a stomach ache like none other with Naked Superfood Green Machine and ritz crackers.
I am enjoying being on my own, per se.
I feel like since high school ended, i have been able to get rid of everyone and everything that i was only keeping around to be cordial.
i have a whole wave of new people in my life, and i'm sort of exactly where i want to be, as far as opportunities go.
I have a big city for myself now and i'm not feeling so oppressed and i'm limiting my carbon footprint and i'm not scared right now.
i made some friends.
oddballs, surprised?
But i still have a few select people from high school who i have to keep around because i love them.
but isn't it funny, it only really includes 3 people.
being kika, meghan and emily.
Things are strange.
I find myself acting like a child, which i think can be fair considering i spent the last year uptight and too serious for my own good.
i get upset too easily, so now when i decide to jump on someone's bed and wear Shark Mittens, i just feel like things are too much fun to just sit around and pout all the time.
i feel the need to be constantly stimulated, because i holed myself up in my room for the last year just hating everything and everyone.
i'm falling in love all over again, and i dont think he understands that.
he shrugs it off because its all the same to him.
but here i am, jumping on this bed.
trying to confess my undying love
just let go of it all
everything will happen, everything will settle into place.
everything.
i fucking LOVE you.
i wanna shake yer shaky hands.