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So there is about a week and a half left in the semester, damn. Winter break should be fun, I plan on trying to get down to Chuck Town for a few days, definitely crash and party in Columbia with my friends. A lot has happened to my life in the past two months. I legally turned twenty-one, I quit Little Caesar's, started growing a beard and my hair. The most significant thing that has drastically changed my life though, is that Sara and i broke up.
We're still good friends though, and we hopefully will stay good friends, but there are times that I still miss all the little things we had. The way we could talk to each other about anything and everything, the way we knew what each other was thinking, and how we both thought the same thing at the same time. The way she'd look at me sometimes when we still loved each other, just so much that I miss. Two and a half years, that I will never forget. We had such a wonderful connection, but I guess we were not meant to be. Over the past few days I've been questioning who I am and what type of person I am. I've been questioning my self worth. I mean obviously I'm not that special and great of a person if I've already been replaced by someone else in less than a month. I guess I'm not as unique, great, and wonderful of a person as I've been told.
But with all my friends being there for me, I have been alright. This break is hopefully going to be great and a new beginning of my life. I'm looking forward to some good green, some funky fungus, and some lucky in the sky with diamonds.
We're still good friends though, and we hopefully will stay good friends, but there are times that I still miss all the little things we had. The way we could talk to each other about anything and everything, the way we knew what each other was thinking, and how we both thought the same thing at the same time. The way she'd look at me sometimes when we still loved each other, just so much that I miss. Two and a half years, that I will never forget. We had such a wonderful connection, but I guess we were not meant to be. Over the past few days I've been questioning who I am and what type of person I am. I've been questioning my self worth. I mean obviously I'm not that special and great of a person if I've already been replaced by someone else in less than a month. I guess I'm not as unique, great, and wonderful of a person as I've been told.
But with all my friends being there for me, I have been alright. This break is hopefully going to be great and a new beginning of my life. I'm looking forward to some good green, some funky fungus, and some lucky in the sky with diamonds.