life and it's pitfalls
It's been awhile since I actually updated without it being a bunch of tests. Life goes I guess. It gets harder and harder everyday. Right now too many things are going on and I just want to scream and hide in a corner til I die.
for one, rent is still coming up. I don't know if Adam will have the money for his portion of it. he says he will, but I don't know. if he doesn't I have to move back to my house and save money til I can get a place of my own. Wether or Not Meg comes with me is a different story.
that's the second part of my dilemma. Meghan. I love her to death, but sometimes I feel like she just hates me. SHe has already pointed out the fact plenty of times that i'm a complete Asshole. I try as best I can, Every relationship i've ever been in has not worked out cuz of something I did or did not do. With Meghan I actually want everything to work out, Hell, I want to marry her someday. I just wish instead of calling me an asshole and pointing out everything that I do wrong she would try to help me. If I was doing something stupid, just tell me to stop, and I will. well, only time will tell if things work out. I hope they do.
and then there is work. I enjoy my job for the most part. I've given up on all the drama there and decided to just go there and do my job. everyone's hours are being cut :(. next week I only have 27 hours. it sucks but things will pick up I heard.
for one, rent is still coming up. I don't know if Adam will have the money for his portion of it. he says he will, but I don't know. if he doesn't I have to move back to my house and save money til I can get a place of my own. Wether or Not Meg comes with me is a different story.
that's the second part of my dilemma. Meghan. I love her to death, but sometimes I feel like she just hates me. SHe has already pointed out the fact plenty of times that i'm a complete Asshole. I try as best I can, Every relationship i've ever been in has not worked out cuz of something I did or did not do. With Meghan I actually want everything to work out, Hell, I want to marry her someday. I just wish instead of calling me an asshole and pointing out everything that I do wrong she would try to help me. If I was doing something stupid, just tell me to stop, and I will. well, only time will tell if things work out. I hope they do.
and then there is work. I enjoy my job for the most part. I've given up on all the drama there and decided to just go there and do my job. everyone's hours are being cut :(. next week I only have 27 hours. it sucks but things will pick up I heard.