note, to Jessica.

Sep 23, 2004 17:48

im so heated right now ( Read more... )

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Sad....Just Sad.... egskwigle September 26 2004, 02:43:04 UTC
Well, it seems you guys like bringing me into things. Why is that? Who the fuck cares who met who first and for what reason. I expected to feel flattered about this, but instead, i just got the feeling of wanting to slap you all. Yes, if you think about it, it is true that melina and quiana introduced me to crystal and mariah. Except by "introducing" me to crystal, that means giving me her phone number and me having to rely on her to get your number(because i lost it). But i did meet her on my own. Also, Melina and Quiana did know eli before crystal did. Since he went to the bowling alley with me the day that i met Quiana and Melina. Personally i do believe that jessica is just a little wannabe trying to be someone, but in that case, who isnt? And I dont want ANY replies to this that you dont want to be somebody. You can convince yourself that you don't want to be as much as you want, but in reality, you do. Also, crystal, you might say maggies a slut because she wanted you to eat her out. Maybe she is a slut. But that means your a slut too. Because I remember a little Rocky session where u met 2 random girls, and just so happened to make out with them within maybe an hour or so of knowing them(while, in fact, you were going out with eli). And that would also mean that mariah's a slut, since she pretty much did the exact same thing the session before. Also all this crap about "If YOU were MY friend..." "If YOU were MY friend...". If SHE was YOUR friend, she would respect your thoughts and understand that you have a right to say what you want, unlike what you did to her. And you all think you know whos who because you guys ate eachother out or whatever happened? thats a bunch of bullshit, you guys dont know shit about anyone but yourselves and hardly anything at that. For Example: you think im a happy person, right? well, did you know that i was put into 5 different sessions of therapy in elementary school? no, that is completely new to all of you. Do you know that everytime i walk home at night, i think bad things about pretty much every single one of my friends? oh, i guess that ones new to you too. Do any of you even know my beliefs of what happens after you die? most of you wouldn't even respect my thoughts on it. So you know, you people(ALL of you) need to just stop trying to become better than the rest. And Jessica, by the way, i don't see how you can love someone(Marilyn Manson) who hardly even knows who THEY are. I mean, he starts off with this whole dark, slower CD, moves into an even darker, but heavier CD, moved into an 80's electronica CD, that moves into a completely metal, religious CD, that moves into an almost industrial CD. so that means your in love with 5(6 if you include smells like children) different people. WOW. Then you go and get some boyfriend that lives so far away that you can only see him every other week, wow, speaking of fickle. Oh, wait, im sorry, you might not know what fikle means, because thats not in the "Gothic" vocabulary. I mean Marilyn Manson doesnt even mention it in his music, how would u know the means of it. In that case, how would you know what it meant even if he did mention it. How can someone that is so in love with Marilyn Manson NOT know that holywood, HOLYwood, is not a religious album? Thats a little sad...So in conclusion, I think you should all shut the fuck up about eachother, because none of you are at all better than the other, were in high school, you know what that means? That means were all a bunch of kids trying to be original, but failing miserably at it. Think that over a bit before you start a stupid fucking argument about something you don't understand...

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