I guess this is growing up.

Jul 06, 2005 21:34

Its been quite awhile since I last added an entry, and much has happened. I now live back in the hell hole known as Bellville, Texas. I have a job drilling and servicing water wells all day (usally about 10 hours). I'm going to Mexico next weekend. And I go to the bar almost everynight.
So I've been pretty busy. Which is nice because it really helps to keep my mind off all the shitty things in my life.
I can't stop thinking of what could have been... Truth is I still love her. Which sucks because I can't even bring myself to meet new people without feeling like I am in someway being unfaithful to her... I could go on for days rambiling about this but I need to stop. I don't need to get over her, I just need to move on.
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