Full Disclosure: Bulgaria
Oh to the Em to the Gee.
I'm going back to Bulgaria in like 3 hours. I will totally admit that I'm glad to be hanging out with the friends I have from them and maybe some of the friends that I've made there.
But of ALL the places on this fucking planet, seriously now.... Bulgaria? How did that happen? I think that's what freaks me out about it the most. When I'm about to go, I get nervous.
This comes from feeling like I'm walking into some sort of trap. The coincidence of being assigned to Bulgaria at work still gets under my skin. I mean... it seems almost too big, too crazy to be a coincidence. My company is global. They could have assigned me to Latin America, or Asia, or ANYWHERE else in Europe. I feel like this tiny ass country of 7 million is sneaking up behind me. It's like there HAS to be some greater significance to all this... I'm just too stupid or two naive to put this all together.
And HOW DID THEY KNOW to send me to Bulgaria? HOW?! I MUST KNOW.
Normally, I'm all about the bat-shit crazy things that happen to me. I kind of see them coming and just go "well, here's time for another adventure" This Bulgaria thing just blindsided me.
Hopefully I'll figure it out, or at least just be able to put it to rest and say "it's whatever it is guys" and I totally hope focusing on Greece a bit will help too. Because, you see, Greece is all sweet-like.
In the meantime? We shall see.
/End Panic-ed Transmission.
I'm going back to Bulgaria in like 3 hours. I will totally admit that I'm glad to be hanging out with the friends I have from them and maybe some of the friends that I've made there.
But of ALL the places on this fucking planet, seriously now.... Bulgaria? How did that happen? I think that's what freaks me out about it the most. When I'm about to go, I get nervous.
This comes from feeling like I'm walking into some sort of trap. The coincidence of being assigned to Bulgaria at work still gets under my skin. I mean... it seems almost too big, too crazy to be a coincidence. My company is global. They could have assigned me to Latin America, or Asia, or ANYWHERE else in Europe. I feel like this tiny ass country of 7 million is sneaking up behind me. It's like there HAS to be some greater significance to all this... I'm just too stupid or two naive to put this all together.
And HOW DID THEY KNOW to send me to Bulgaria? HOW?! I MUST KNOW.
Normally, I'm all about the bat-shit crazy things that happen to me. I kind of see them coming and just go "well, here's time for another adventure" This Bulgaria thing just blindsided me.
Hopefully I'll figure it out, or at least just be able to put it to rest and say "it's whatever it is guys" and I totally hope focusing on Greece a bit will help too. Because, you see, Greece is all sweet-like.
In the meantime? We shall see.
/End Panic-ed Transmission.