Another day, another failure...
Another day, another failure...
I really wish people would stop telling me that I'm such a great guy and that any girl would kill to be with me. It's all bullshit to try and make me feel better. I don't believe a god-damn word of any of it, because if there were any truth in that comment - it would have happened already. Not even a relationship or a date, but more signs of interest from the opposite sex. I get NONE of it. At all.
I really need to stand by my word of not wanting to date. It's just so hard though - I'm assuming it'd be easier if I had some recently that actually wanted to be with me, rather than having girls with boyfriends flirting with me or girls that were interested in me moved on almost immediately after finding a new guy. It's like the proverbial "bait on a line" with me - I get close... And then it just goes away. Then it's dangled in front of me again, I go after it, then POOF - the bait is pulled from the water to be cast somewhere else. It's bullshit, man.
I'm not the guy girls want. Don't be surprised that I'm single. I'm not surprised anymore. It's commonplace now. I'd actually be more surprised if someone DID tell me they wanted to go on a date with me or some shit like that. Someone I'm interested in, at least. It's not too hard for me to turn people down that I'm not interested in, but at least I don't drag them on and on for a long time before I decide to reject them for someone else or for no reason at all - I do it straight away, before feelings get overly involved. I wish more girls had the same respect for me, but sadly, I never see it.
Girls, here is my question for you. What exactly am I doing wrong? Am I not fucking you over or lying to you enough? Am I not popular or powerful enough? Is it because I don't have a nice car or a very-high paying job? Is it because I won't cheat on you? Is it because I'm "too good for you" (which is bullshit)? Not enough confidence or cockiness (wonder why)? Maybe it's because I don't party and get drunk or stoned for a living?
Seriously. Tell me. I'd like to know. You all obviously have a good reason for choosing someone else over me, so let's hear it.
I really wish people would stop telling me that I'm such a great guy and that any girl would kill to be with me. It's all bullshit to try and make me feel better. I don't believe a god-damn word of any of it, because if there were any truth in that comment - it would have happened already. Not even a relationship or a date, but more signs of interest from the opposite sex. I get NONE of it. At all.
I really need to stand by my word of not wanting to date. It's just so hard though - I'm assuming it'd be easier if I had some recently that actually wanted to be with me, rather than having girls with boyfriends flirting with me or girls that were interested in me moved on almost immediately after finding a new guy. It's like the proverbial "bait on a line" with me - I get close... And then it just goes away. Then it's dangled in front of me again, I go after it, then POOF - the bait is pulled from the water to be cast somewhere else. It's bullshit, man.
I'm not the guy girls want. Don't be surprised that I'm single. I'm not surprised anymore. It's commonplace now. I'd actually be more surprised if someone DID tell me they wanted to go on a date with me or some shit like that. Someone I'm interested in, at least. It's not too hard for me to turn people down that I'm not interested in, but at least I don't drag them on and on for a long time before I decide to reject them for someone else or for no reason at all - I do it straight away, before feelings get overly involved. I wish more girls had the same respect for me, but sadly, I never see it.
Girls, here is my question for you. What exactly am I doing wrong? Am I not fucking you over or lying to you enough? Am I not popular or powerful enough? Is it because I don't have a nice car or a very-high paying job? Is it because I won't cheat on you? Is it because I'm "too good for you" (which is bullshit)? Not enough confidence or cockiness (wonder why)? Maybe it's because I don't party and get drunk or stoned for a living?
Seriously. Tell me. I'd like to know. You all obviously have a good reason for choosing someone else over me, so let's hear it.