Mar 19, 2003 19:16
well yesterday i can say i was happy damnit. i finally talked to you. i havent spoken for a while but you cheered me up. i thought you were mad at me, but nope, you just werent home. what are the odds? well i knew me and my damn superstitions, 3rd times a charm!! and it was. you moved so no wonder i couldnt get in touch with you. lol its nice to hear from you again, ((big cheesy grin)).....i miss you so much.
on another note, the one that usually confuses me, held my hand today, it may not seem like such a big damn deal, but any girl ((and some guys)) can agree, its the little things that make the big things. i mean if everything else occurs, why cant you just hold my hand once? right?? well today he seemed distant all day long but after school, nope, it was nice, no typical pattern today with the damn cartoons, a movie actually. it was REALLY fucking nice. im really happy right now, because of all the things going good right now.
**tears of joy**