no neck muthafuckas
jeff was getting violent tonight. it all started at this jock type bar called Rira (which is supposed to be Irish) when some dude came up to me and him and asked me if i was "from out of town." Jeff got pissed cuz he felt it was an insult to me and that the guy was somehow uncomfortable with my "latent sexuality" and wished he could rock my parka like i did. also some guy in the bathroom yelled some shit about trainspotting at me and i just totally started talking with an irish, drugged up accent at him. yah. but this bar man, this bar is like a light for graduates of my high school and the corresponding all girl high school to hang at on Thanksgiving eve. sickening. i talked to ONE kid who went to my school and found out he is in med school. MED school. typically i would hate his preppy, penny loafer ass but i played street hockey with this kid and found out about judging a book by its cover (or he found about that maybe). then jeff gut surly and DIDN"T flirt with a chick he should have so we left. yah man. i am drunk..........but at what sacrifice. i heard a cover band do killers songs AND a gavin degraw song. what price did i pay for my lack of sobriety.
Oh. to top my day off, my aunt called earlier to invite me to her birthday party. only problem is that she is my mom's twin and my mom would be there and it was an excuse to reconcile me and my mother who i haven't spoken to in over 12 years. i said no. i was probed as to why but didn't want to get into it with someone who would most likely tell her anything. life is wacky sometimes.
Oh. to top my day off, my aunt called earlier to invite me to her birthday party. only problem is that she is my mom's twin and my mom would be there and it was an excuse to reconcile me and my mother who i haven't spoken to in over 12 years. i said no. i was probed as to why but didn't want to get into it with someone who would most likely tell her anything. life is wacky sometimes.