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Dear Livejournal,
For the first time I will write something stupid, sentimental and useless, not to mention entirely un-Walkencore. Sorry about this.
-Walkencore
The reality is that I built up this damn 32 day break in my head and made it into some kind of perverse invincible break that couldn't end. However, after saying my final goodbye this afternoon I now face the music of college again and the realities of Stephen dependancy. I'm man enought to admit that I avoided homesickness entirely first semester thanks to his general presence. Fuck I need to find some fucking people in this town or I'm going to go cock sucking nuts. Dammit, I can't stay in Lincoln forever, but at the same time there is little worse a sheltered middle class kid can do than part, even if for only eight short weeks and then seven more after, with such beautiful people.
This is college, you live day to day going to class and trying to improve yourself for the next time you hook up with the beautiful people.
There, I did it, I'm a pussy, but at least I was sincere for the first time in a long while.
For the first time I will write something stupid, sentimental and useless, not to mention entirely un-Walkencore. Sorry about this.
-Walkencore
The reality is that I built up this damn 32 day break in my head and made it into some kind of perverse invincible break that couldn't end. However, after saying my final goodbye this afternoon I now face the music of college again and the realities of Stephen dependancy. I'm man enought to admit that I avoided homesickness entirely first semester thanks to his general presence. Fuck I need to find some fucking people in this town or I'm going to go cock sucking nuts. Dammit, I can't stay in Lincoln forever, but at the same time there is little worse a sheltered middle class kid can do than part, even if for only eight short weeks and then seven more after, with such beautiful people.
This is college, you live day to day going to class and trying to improve yourself for the next time you hook up with the beautiful people.
There, I did it, I'm a pussy, but at least I was sincere for the first time in a long while.