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So. Things have been weird. And it almost feels like they're getting weirder, even though things are getting better. Did that make sense? Kevin and I .. were not okay. For a while. And he told me things that made me want to slap him, just because maybe slapping the idiot out of a person might actually work..? He says he doesn't think he's good enough. Why is that? Why do people always, always think that about me? They think I'm so above them .. so innocent, so pure. I'm fucking not. Look at me! I can be a terrible person. I've done things I regret, I do them everyday. I'm with a person because I want to be, because I love him. Because he's good enough for me. Why can't he believe me? Why can't he trust me? How did I become this way? Since when does Kevin worry about all of the other people that supposedly want to be with me? Doesn't he know, haven't I told him enough, that he's the person I want to be with? I would do anything at the drop of a hat for that boy, and he's worried that he isn't good enough. Well, he is. Entirely .. good enough.
< /sappy rant>
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