fuck, it's been a while
Okay, I finally feel like life is under control and back on track. The first official get-together with the new band is tomorrow; my full sleeve is now in progress. I'm finally back into some sort of social circle, and feeling comfortable and excited about it. I'm super back into fashion again...JSF is my biggest passion right now. I have someone willing to customize my clothes for me, I just found some amazing pairs of shoes, my hair is much longer than its ever been, I'm happy with how I look lately. I'm basically going to dedicate the next few months of my life to making music, writing, accumulating clothing, and enjoying good fucking cinema. I'm romantically interested for the first time in many months. Life is good, officially, for the first time in over two years. I'm actually happy right now. It almost makes me want to cry, I'm so relieved. For those who don't know, the last two years, I've been borderline near-death, basically suicidal...good times. Indeed, medically, I'm actually in very poor health (for example, I have a serious heart condition that could very well have me drop dead at any given moment), but I, today, feel like I have a life worth living again. Praise be to John.