Suficating With The Stones In My Heart Only To Make Yours Whole Once More
Dear Sunny Sleep Insomniac,
Arby's Till The Death Of My Soul.......The Oven Mit Has Had Me Held To The Grave With Shifts Of Hell And Sleepless Nights And Nappy Days......
I can't see beyond my slender mind and a digging i won't do once more. I can't stand this gap between us i can't stand it when your not near. Do you still want me? Do I fill you with fear? Are you afriad to be seen with me? Then why do you hide away? Why are you so ashamed?
IN ME
theres a lonelyness in my mind
a kinda sick and demented kind
theres a partical of matter here
that makes my brain splatter fear
theres a nothingness inside of me
that makes my clearly see
theres a treasure that upon my heart
a gleeming gold from the start
and nothing more tastes the same
its all ok cause i am the only one they blame
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you know how i am talking about you thats sitting here reading this.....
i love you i hate you i can't live with out you
you fill my heart with joy
the only thing i deploy is
don't lie ne more just let your feeling sore
talk i will listen
ask i will tell
love and i'll love you
hate and i will love you still
i am alone and my valut is your own
please le me be the one you want to make you free
if its not me i will be the best i can be but i need the reasurance thats
a full body insurance that you will never let me go
-alan