I cant help
but think (and know) that I've been a terrible friend to some people.
Its crazy weird reading all these post and seeing where I began to fall apart. I used to be such a mess, I wish I could take back the things that I did, and I know you'll never forgive me. I'm honestly so mad we aren't friends anymore, and I know its my fault. But for the record, is it worse to get paid for sex or to pay for it?
He's a scum bag, I'm a scum bag. You deserve better than the both of us... I'm sorry, you fall for his lies. I'm sorry, I changed and fell apart. I'm sorry, you changed. But I guess its really not worth it anymore, and I only get sad time to time. But Nicole, I love you. And more often that not, I wish I could talk to you about some things in my life because, even though we haven't talked in a long ass time, you still know most about me and I'm tired of explaining to everyone else.
But I'm a better person nowadays, and I would never hurt a being like I hurt you.
I've changed for the best, and I wish you could see. Hope you haven't crumbled too much...
Its crazy weird reading all these post and seeing where I began to fall apart. I used to be such a mess, I wish I could take back the things that I did, and I know you'll never forgive me. I'm honestly so mad we aren't friends anymore, and I know its my fault. But for the record, is it worse to get paid for sex or to pay for it?
He's a scum bag, I'm a scum bag. You deserve better than the both of us... I'm sorry, you fall for his lies. I'm sorry, I changed and fell apart. I'm sorry, you changed. But I guess its really not worth it anymore, and I only get sad time to time. But Nicole, I love you. And more often that not, I wish I could talk to you about some things in my life because, even though we haven't talked in a long ass time, you still know most about me and I'm tired of explaining to everyone else.
But I'm a better person nowadays, and I would never hurt a being like I hurt you.
I've changed for the best, and I wish you could see. Hope you haven't crumbled too much...