AC (Favor to ask) + How I am doing
Hey folks.
I know more than a few people are going to AC this year and I hope everyone has a great time. I sadly can't go being as I lost my job recently and that to me.. sucks. My roommate Tym gave me a disneyland hardcover book which has blank pages in different colors and we jokingly remarked how we should put furry porn in it.
And that's what I want to do. But I can't go to AC so I was wondering if someone would like to take it and get some sketches? Not gonna pressure anyone but if you'd like to I would love to send it for you plus I'd be grateful and draw stuff in return.
As for how I am doing I am not handling this so well as I thought. I have gotten angry over the past few days because of people going all nuts over the death of Carrol Shelby and when someone asked me why I did something I saw red.
Why? Let me explain.
My father Salvatore Thomas Riccardi died working for that company and at his funeral gary patterson was in attendance. I walked up to him and shook his hand staring him right in the eye and said "My father did right by your company. You do right by us." And he said "You have nothing to worry about." What was I going on about? Simply put my father was due two bonuses (one in cash and one of a new shelby car.)
We were screwed out of both.
Now my mom isn't struggling by any means she's in a comfortable lifestyle and owns the house she lives in but instead of pursuing this tooth and claw she decided to take the high road and forget about it. That's what she told me to do when I lost my job to those conniving bitches at the place I worked at.. take the high road and forget about it.
Why does that sound like "let people walk all over you and do what they want" or that's what I hear.
I am still looking for work (granted this is my 2nd week out of work) and I am getting some money from unemployment soon. But I am just sick and tired when things go wrong taking the "high road" as it were or hearing things like "your time will come". Haven't drawn or written in days.. because my heart isn't in it.
I dunno.. just feel.. lost.
Johnny
I know more than a few people are going to AC this year and I hope everyone has a great time. I sadly can't go being as I lost my job recently and that to me.. sucks. My roommate Tym gave me a disneyland hardcover book which has blank pages in different colors and we jokingly remarked how we should put furry porn in it.
And that's what I want to do. But I can't go to AC so I was wondering if someone would like to take it and get some sketches? Not gonna pressure anyone but if you'd like to I would love to send it for you plus I'd be grateful and draw stuff in return.
As for how I am doing I am not handling this so well as I thought. I have gotten angry over the past few days because of people going all nuts over the death of Carrol Shelby and when someone asked me why I did something I saw red.
Why? Let me explain.
My father Salvatore Thomas Riccardi died working for that company and at his funeral gary patterson was in attendance. I walked up to him and shook his hand staring him right in the eye and said "My father did right by your company. You do right by us." And he said "You have nothing to worry about." What was I going on about? Simply put my father was due two bonuses (one in cash and one of a new shelby car.)
We were screwed out of both.
Now my mom isn't struggling by any means she's in a comfortable lifestyle and owns the house she lives in but instead of pursuing this tooth and claw she decided to take the high road and forget about it. That's what she told me to do when I lost my job to those conniving bitches at the place I worked at.. take the high road and forget about it.
Why does that sound like "let people walk all over you and do what they want" or that's what I hear.
I am still looking for work (granted this is my 2nd week out of work) and I am getting some money from unemployment soon. But I am just sick and tired when things go wrong taking the "high road" as it were or hearing things like "your time will come". Haven't drawn or written in days.. because my heart isn't in it.
I dunno.. just feel.. lost.
Johnny