This.. made me happy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JTDQZfFCrQk&playnext_from=TL&videos=TGLQ4pNJtu4
watch the entire song from beginning to end.
I have to say that lately I have been battling serious bouts of depression as I feel like I can't do anything right. That I can't find a job or whatever so I can at least start pulling down money and pulling my weight around here. I mean I do that anyway, but.. sigh.. I just don't want to be reliant on my mom all the time. I hate asking her for money .. yeah I guess you can call me proud.
Just want things to get better. I know things are worse for some of my friends and they're digging out just like me.. but I dunno.. sometimes it's just hard to get happy or cheerful on anything as my plans for AC were shot to hell (fuck you H&R block). Yeah I know were going to try for FurFright... but.. it's in October.. it's so far off.
And I am gonna miss seeing Greifer .. that's the one time a year I see him and it's at AC.. and at first.. I thought there's nothing I can do about it and i'll see him again.. But now as that reality sinks in that I am not going to AC.. it just hurts..
And I don't know why. ;(
Anyway, sorry for venting about this.. *sighs* I hope that the people who go to Anthrocon this year have extra fun for me.
Johnny
watch the entire song from beginning to end.
I have to say that lately I have been battling serious bouts of depression as I feel like I can't do anything right. That I can't find a job or whatever so I can at least start pulling down money and pulling my weight around here. I mean I do that anyway, but.. sigh.. I just don't want to be reliant on my mom all the time. I hate asking her for money .. yeah I guess you can call me proud.
Just want things to get better. I know things are worse for some of my friends and they're digging out just like me.. but I dunno.. sometimes it's just hard to get happy or cheerful on anything as my plans for AC were shot to hell (fuck you H&R block). Yeah I know were going to try for FurFright... but.. it's in October.. it's so far off.
And I am gonna miss seeing Greifer .. that's the one time a year I see him and it's at AC.. and at first.. I thought there's nothing I can do about it and i'll see him again.. But now as that reality sinks in that I am not going to AC.. it just hurts..
And I don't know why. ;(
Anyway, sorry for venting about this.. *sighs* I hope that the people who go to Anthrocon this year have extra fun for me.
Johnny