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Life, is life right now. It just feels like a stand still. Slightly negative, yet thankful for what is there. I am in Grand Haven right now, and I randomly looked under the bed in my old room, and found all of my old stuff from my old room. I had no clue it was all under there all this time. There was a ton of just random crap, I save a lot of weird things, things that make me happy. There were a lot of memories. I feel like things were so much more exciting then. Ever since I graduated from college it feels like......i dont know.....a slow downhill slope of nothing exciting to look forward to anymore. When it shouldnt be that way. I dont know, I dont totally mean that. I still do a lot of exciting things still. But I just feel like I am stuck on this stupid path, or stupid routine. Get up, go to work, get talked to like a child all day, come home, work out, do whatever, go to sleep, do it again. That is not how I am going to live my life. I keep telling myself that it is temporary. Eck, I think its just the winter feeling right now. But I just need so bad to do something everyday that I am passionate about, and happy doing, cause this is not how I want to live my life. I know it all boils down to, I hate my job, however I am thankful to have a job. I am always worried about my money. I have this mad desire to travel, but it is not happening yet because of money. Im trying. That is all I can do, is keep trying. And I am. muah.
enough of that crap. the devil went down to georgia, he was lookin for a soul to steal. I've been on a steady workout routine which is great. At least an hour every day. It feels really really good. I actually have muscles now in my arms and shoulders and everywhere else that you can see. I'm not only happy about that, but it also makes me feel so much better on the inside. Eating healthy has played a huge role in it as well. So, I will continue to do what Im doing.
I hung out with Suchaya the other night. I havent hung out with her in at least 5 years. It was fun though. We went out to dinner and then hung out at my place. We watched all the old movies we used to make. She was creeped out that I still had them (why wouldnt i!) and laughging her ASS off the whole time. So funny. But it was good. Always good to see old friends. Even better when it feels like you still just saw them the day before.
My stock photos are doing really well this month, so I am very excited about that. I should be getting another check real soon. :) I got a brand new strobe/flash which is pretty damn powerful. So I will be able to do a lot more stuff now. Havent really used it much yet though.
Coppertone sun tan lotion is one of the best smells ever
I love watching netflix documentaries and tv shows online. Greatest idea ever. Airline is my favorite show.
They cut a bunch of trees down on the boardwallk, right between the coast guard station and that army corps of engineers building (where the boardwalk turns). It looks really weird now. No one will probably notice what I am talking about though. But it usually smells like fish over there anyway, so its not the coolest place in the world.
My bloody valentine 3d is pretty damn NASTY. GOOD LORD. Coraline 3D was alright. Everyone else liked it a lot. I thought it was kinda boring. Yes Man is really really good.. This is a little delayed, but its on my mind.
Im really delayed on this whole entry as it is. I dont know when the last time I wrote here was. probably some time last year, oh well, doesnt matter.
My dad got offered a different job through his company cause he is such a good person. Pretty cool, but he's not really sure about it yet. More on that when I know more I guess.
Poor Rihanna. Not that anyone knows what TRULY happened. But damn. I really like some of Chris Brown's songs (like 3 ok), but now, I think he killed his career.
Brett got me the COOLEST COOLEST pair of Diesel shoes ever. They remind me of an island. I like them so much that I am afraid to wear them. I dont want them to get dirty. I will wait till warmer weather. Just so you all know. I hate wearing shoes, but these are so pretty.
I miss Grand Haven. But miss it more in the summer.
my mom and i cant stop watching this video. She said the guy sounds like me, everytime
enough of that crap. the devil went down to georgia, he was lookin for a soul to steal. I've been on a steady workout routine which is great. At least an hour every day. It feels really really good. I actually have muscles now in my arms and shoulders and everywhere else that you can see. I'm not only happy about that, but it also makes me feel so much better on the inside. Eating healthy has played a huge role in it as well. So, I will continue to do what Im doing.
I hung out with Suchaya the other night. I havent hung out with her in at least 5 years. It was fun though. We went out to dinner and then hung out at my place. We watched all the old movies we used to make. She was creeped out that I still had them (why wouldnt i!) and laughging her ASS off the whole time. So funny. But it was good. Always good to see old friends. Even better when it feels like you still just saw them the day before.
My stock photos are doing really well this month, so I am very excited about that. I should be getting another check real soon. :) I got a brand new strobe/flash which is pretty damn powerful. So I will be able to do a lot more stuff now. Havent really used it much yet though.
Coppertone sun tan lotion is one of the best smells ever
I love watching netflix documentaries and tv shows online. Greatest idea ever. Airline is my favorite show.
They cut a bunch of trees down on the boardwallk, right between the coast guard station and that army corps of engineers building (where the boardwalk turns). It looks really weird now. No one will probably notice what I am talking about though. But it usually smells like fish over there anyway, so its not the coolest place in the world.
My bloody valentine 3d is pretty damn NASTY. GOOD LORD. Coraline 3D was alright. Everyone else liked it a lot. I thought it was kinda boring. Yes Man is really really good.. This is a little delayed, but its on my mind.
Im really delayed on this whole entry as it is. I dont know when the last time I wrote here was. probably some time last year, oh well, doesnt matter.
My dad got offered a different job through his company cause he is such a good person. Pretty cool, but he's not really sure about it yet. More on that when I know more I guess.
Poor Rihanna. Not that anyone knows what TRULY happened. But damn. I really like some of Chris Brown's songs (like 3 ok), but now, I think he killed his career.
Brett got me the COOLEST COOLEST pair of Diesel shoes ever. They remind me of an island. I like them so much that I am afraid to wear them. I dont want them to get dirty. I will wait till warmer weather. Just so you all know. I hate wearing shoes, but these are so pretty.
I miss Grand Haven. But miss it more in the summer.
my mom and i cant stop watching this video. She said the guy sounds like me, everytime