"After Jaramia and I made love the other night...I cried... I am not even sure why I did... It could be my subconcious reminding me of when I got raped... but I wasn't even thinking about that."
Maybe it was your subconcious, but not because of the rape issue, but realizing what you've done and what you have to face. Having sex with somebody is a big step, one that people usually treat like no big deal, and when the passion is gone you get stuck sitting there with all the crappy emotions- doubt, depression, fear, and some insecurities. Things like this will probably get better over time. Take care of yourself. How does he feel about it?
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"After Jaramia and I made love the other night...I cried... I am not even sure why I did... It could be my subconcious reminding me of when I got raped... but I wasn't even thinking about that."
Maybe it was your subconcious, but not because of the rape issue, but realizing what you've done and what you have to face. Having sex with somebody is a big step, one that people usually treat like no big deal, and when the passion is gone you get stuck sitting there with all the crappy emotions- doubt, depression, fear, and some insecurities. Things like this will probably get better over time. Take care of yourself. How does he feel about it?
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and very well thought out.
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~Brett
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my reply to him would be...
"I can't find the hole"
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