Down, But Not Out

[johnny_iris]

Hidy ho there, folks. Yes, I'm back again, and no, sadly, not dead yet. I did coin pull at work on Monday and felt fine; however, later that night and Tuesday night, I had a combined total of 1 hour and 20 minutes of sleep because I was in such extreme pain like you wouldn't believe. Luckily, I went to the doctor and found out it wasn't a fucking

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[rox_ur_sox]

i feel like i'm the only one who seems to be posting.. but i figured by the time you read this it will be months from now so what the hell? I just went through your previous entries.. b/c i'm waiting for my cousin rhonda to go down stairs and go through all her bridal shower gifts.. any how.. not only did i notice that regardless of what you said i think that we had a pretty "awesome" relationship.. ya it didn't last and ya we fought (but who doesn't?).. and ya there were alot of other contributors to our break up but all in all.. i really enjoyed being your girlfriend.. and although you'll never admit it.. i think there were times when you really enjoyed being my boyfriend.. and I'm really glad we've remained friends.. alot of things you say and do hurt and bother me but in the bigger picture I'm greatful to have you around.. its really crazy that tomorrow would be our one year anniversary.. although we started seeing eachother a lot earlier.. it wasn't official until the 4th.. 4/4/04.. it was the start of something.. and though it wasn't boyfriend and girlfriend and we were already friends but it was the start of an amazing friendship.. and I will always cherish that.. until you get a girlfriend then I'll probably resent you and hate you and say really horrible things to you for a while.. but I hope you know that it will all be out of pure jealousy b/c i can't see you being with anyone else but me.. b/c i'll always love your punk ass.. don't worry the hatred will eventually subside and we'll be friends again.. b/c if we can manage a friendship after two break-ups and everything else we've put each other through nothng can tare down our friendship.. (unless you REALLY try.. but don't do that!!)

ANY WAY who knows if you'll *EVER* see this.. I'm pretty sure you gave up on your live journal.. and maybe it will just terminate itself before you get a chance to read this.. but if you ever do know that right now.. this very instant.. I am so incredibly in love with you and that is something that will NEVER FADE.. with that said.. i hope you don't ever read this... lol..

And Thats All She Wrote

Hee Hee Hee

[johnny_iris]

somebody acknowledges that i exist. and that i'm not gay, either. eh, one out of those two isn't too bad, though

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[rox_ur_sox]

Just because I love you doesn't mean you should try to get away with as much as you can to see how long it will take me to go crazy...