stupid drinking... really puts things in bad places
your a question mark to me, i dont know if your great for us or just a burden.
-this was the first warning sign from that wise old man. He had seen me grow over the past 2 and a half years and really cared for me. i let him down time after time and made up for it, but even i would get fed up with myself. Im sorry to hime for being such a burden. not just him, but everybody there... it wasnt fair.
we dont know what happened to you, but you still seem like you care... so whats up?
-when he said that to me i was taken back. i didnt notice the change until it was too late. i could have fixed it, but it was just too easy to quit. im sorry for letting the first person who really believed in me down.
I dont like you when youre like that.
-That's the first thing she said to me when she saw me at my worst. Im so glad that she wants to stay around. that shows there is something to her.
you need to learn when enough is enough, or just stop all together.
-Thats what another girl told me. She speaks from the heart and means everything she says. there is alot of advice in those words. im sorry to her too.
I worry about you... dont you worry about yourself?
-i dont know how many people have said this. and i really havent. i mean i hear people talk about it all the time, but i just pass it off. people do care, though, and i pass it off too much.
Dont you know what you want to do someday?
-I wish i did have dreams. i have been hearing this since i was a little kid. i just want to make it through to tommorow with a smile on my face. i really wish i did have dreams.
just not careing sounds great, but arent you hurting what you worked so hard to establish?
-I said this to myself. It is great to just give up the responsibilties that i worked so hard to obtain. so much freedom to do whatever you want. But in the end you feel empty and useless. I need to go back and make up for the mistakes i made and people i have let down.
you were asking for it. It doesnt matter if you were too gone to realize it. you dug your own grave.
-too true. i have olny apologies to those who have seen and believe this.
you have a lot to prove to everybody. you have to start with tommorow and just keep going on. It doesnt matter if you fail that time, just keep trying. people really like being around you and you have great leadership qualities. When are you going to realize that there are people out there looking up to you? you are a really great guy and have a lot to offer.
-thanks to my old mentor. he really makes me think about life more than anyone.
-that last one really hit home and made me think. its all the things that she had to say to me. shes a great girl and i hope that she never leaves... she makes me want to be a better person.
-this was the first warning sign from that wise old man. He had seen me grow over the past 2 and a half years and really cared for me. i let him down time after time and made up for it, but even i would get fed up with myself. Im sorry to hime for being such a burden. not just him, but everybody there... it wasnt fair.
we dont know what happened to you, but you still seem like you care... so whats up?
-when he said that to me i was taken back. i didnt notice the change until it was too late. i could have fixed it, but it was just too easy to quit. im sorry for letting the first person who really believed in me down.
I dont like you when youre like that.
-That's the first thing she said to me when she saw me at my worst. Im so glad that she wants to stay around. that shows there is something to her.
you need to learn when enough is enough, or just stop all together.
-Thats what another girl told me. She speaks from the heart and means everything she says. there is alot of advice in those words. im sorry to her too.
I worry about you... dont you worry about yourself?
-i dont know how many people have said this. and i really havent. i mean i hear people talk about it all the time, but i just pass it off. people do care, though, and i pass it off too much.
Dont you know what you want to do someday?
-I wish i did have dreams. i have been hearing this since i was a little kid. i just want to make it through to tommorow with a smile on my face. i really wish i did have dreams.
just not careing sounds great, but arent you hurting what you worked so hard to establish?
-I said this to myself. It is great to just give up the responsibilties that i worked so hard to obtain. so much freedom to do whatever you want. But in the end you feel empty and useless. I need to go back and make up for the mistakes i made and people i have let down.
you were asking for it. It doesnt matter if you were too gone to realize it. you dug your own grave.
-too true. i have olny apologies to those who have seen and believe this.
you have a lot to prove to everybody. you have to start with tommorow and just keep going on. It doesnt matter if you fail that time, just keep trying. people really like being around you and you have great leadership qualities. When are you going to realize that there are people out there looking up to you? you are a really great guy and have a lot to offer.
-thanks to my old mentor. he really makes me think about life more than anyone.
-that last one really hit home and made me think. its all the things that she had to say to me. shes a great girl and i hope that she never leaves... she makes me want to be a better person.