I'm not gonna get any rest until this is taken care of.
I hate seeing people make things SO much worse with all their good intentions. People (and this includes me) need to learn the value of being blunt when it's necessary.
I hate how much I look down on people for doing the things it took me years to learn not to do.
I hate how protective I can get over things that aren't even mine. Just because I don't see someone as worthy. It's despicable.
I hate myself sometimes.
Don't get me wrong, I'm happy, I'm being nice to everyone, (nicer than I should be, I think) but when I see someone miss the point that completely, I feel this... anger swell up from nowhere. Indignation.
"How dare you even think that?! How is it possible for you to be so WRONG, and not even know it? How dare you make someone feel so uncomfortable, just because you can't get a simple message through your thick skull?"
And yet at the same time I feel this deep pity for the poor fool.
I know no one really knows what the fuck I'm talking about, but I have to say something, I've been holding it in for weeks.
I hate how much I look down on people for doing the things it took me years to learn not to do.
I hate how protective I can get over things that aren't even mine. Just because I don't see someone as worthy. It's despicable.
I hate myself sometimes.
Don't get me wrong, I'm happy, I'm being nice to everyone, (nicer than I should be, I think) but when I see someone miss the point that completely, I feel this... anger swell up from nowhere. Indignation.
"How dare you even think that?! How is it possible for you to be so WRONG, and not even know it? How dare you make someone feel so uncomfortable, just because you can't get a simple message through your thick skull?"
And yet at the same time I feel this deep pity for the poor fool.
I know no one really knows what the fuck I'm talking about, but I have to say something, I've been holding it in for weeks.