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me begging to be taken seriously:
ah. its now gone into weeks rather than months to my 23rd, and i gotta say, "i feel really fucking old."
BUT I CANT HELP BUT FEEL REALLY FUCKING EMO.
theres something about coming up on 23, being unemployed, temporarily staying with your parents, having your drivers license suspended for what 9 out of 10 sane people agree to be the worst reason ever, and having all your friends at least 4 hours away (not to mention NYC or Japan) that just catches up with you every now and again.
me trying really hard to not be such a pussy:
on the other hand, there are a lot of times i just get lost in thought. thinkning back to when i was actually young, and think of the dumb shit that made me really content with life.
like:
1. saturday morning cartoons.
people, its just no the same thses days. i mean, we had the fucking "party down" ninja turtles, bill and teds excellent tv show, fucking wheres waldo (the cartoon!), mr. dress-up, and heaps and hordes of all sorts of quality programming. i mean... doesnt anyfuckingone else remember captain N the game master? jesus christ.
which brings me to number 2...
2. video games.
back then we didnt need fancy graphics. i miss games actually based on playability. tetris, ms. pac man, donkey kong. fuck i still play my 2600 more than my ps2. if it werent for tony 3 & 4 i dont think id even own one. so i still look/sound like a schlub for paying about 400 to pretend to be a skater and/or act like i give a shit about the skating community in general. fuck your new fangled video games. (save for star wars galaxies)
3. playing outside
never did it. but from what i hear, it was quite the rage.
and lots of other things. fuck it. im too tired of feeling emo to type anymore. i hate you if you dont understand.
ha!