lost-ish
ive been thinking alot lately...i know most of these start this way..why should this one be any different. meh. but regardless ive been thinking a lot. im changing. i can feel it. im having a hard time judging if its good bad or neutral. im changing. but i dont want to. i need to but i dont know how to influence it. i wish i did, but im afraid if i did id go the wrong way. but it sort of feels like i am already anyway. it really all hit home and started when you called me shallow. maybe i am. but i dont think i am. i dont even know if you meant it. all i know is i highly value your opinion of me, i dont really think you know how much you actually mean to me, but again, it was enough to make me want to reassess myslef. and i still am.